But what about me and rap?

Heloo there! I am so good!! What about you guys? In this blog i will write about my rap's about my wishe's what i wana be. I know is impossible to become popular here. And in Slovenia is very hard because off some peoples which can they will be realy bad but okey. So i didn't have a idea what to write here and so i decide to write about that what i told you before. In my last blog i was write about my idol Eminem and his life so in this i wll write about my rap's which i know they are crap but many say they are not!

My first site of my rap map.(i know i dont have good handwrite)

I am realy crazy about rap! I write so many song's for my friend's here. And i realy wanna to become a songwriter.  My life here is hard so i have a thnik in which  i can share my sadnes, etc. But i can hold on. My themes in songs are about the life or my life, about the word about anythng i just thnk now. Anyway i am glad that read some peoples my blog.

My  rap which i write it in school i have to finished it

I realy wana that this wish become true and i am work on that. In one of my rap i love the sentence ' Ignore me keep it up. Just dont  beg me for some shit after fifty years cuz i will be death like this papper after that...! I know its a crap sentence but you know why  i love it? Because In ths words i desribe some person here Who have to be carefull for her childrens but the person here is not. I also  like this sentence ' Life sucks i wanna drugs going in the shop kill some peoples for some smoke get the money buy some joint going back tell some words sitting in the class write a exam but ehh i get the F' I dont know why i like it. I just feel those words are true in a reality many peoples kill some peoples for some smoke. But that is realy stupid becaz they makes life for they more harder.

This is me xD 

My first song Its about family i wite is 7th November 2008 at 12.30am. Yah it was early in the morning But i  couldn't sleep This day. Because so many things heppend. The name of the rap song is My life. I was enjoy when i write this song the first time. In my mind its still some sentence like: Tell me bitch what's wrong ha? Do u taked and shake it? the fuck tell me you know your father and mother too! bout what about me bitch now tell everyone the damn truth! i hate you i realy hate i swear i'm gonna kill you.Shame on you damn thats true...'I know this sentence doesn't have a ryhim like the other one too. But i  just take some words from there that i can describe about my life and wishes. I mean what peoples become when they talk about you lies to other. I mean OMG?!

Rap 2.

I was depressed when i write some song's so don't take it wrong. I will tell some sentence's. Like this one:Sitting alone in a room full of busterds my mind is like killes just wana take a gun take it on my head and shut it noonne cares, my life its just  crap so dont say i am crazy. So just take it and shake it.' This lines are a crap to i knw. i just chose some bad lines!

But i don't write it anymore. Don't have time to write this crap because i realy knw they are bad. Haha

so this is the seconde line : In the school sitting in the room with ma besite dream abou you and write a song about the shit. My mind is like a killer, my eyes are black i lose myself in the death.The lesson end's just waiting for my end.My heart is shaking my hand its rocking dude i knw ima broki'n

The song about someone

It's just for time pass but i realy wanna be good in this thng so i have a friend who realy helps me in that. But he is awsome realy. Even he is many miles away but i realy love him hehe.

My next line which i like it was in seconde song: I thnk ima mistake on that fucking world noonnes here to listen my words!fuck this shit yo im gona back in the black holl.

I realy have a map full of raps, songs..etc.. but to much for my phn i cant take the photos in my phn so i hope its will be enough to read my word.

Thank to everyone who will read my blog. This is a little for my side. So ima gona work on that and hope the best. So bye for now<3!

Eminem ^^

Heloo! I am new here and i visit Blogger once or twince a year. But now i have decide that i will finnaly write somethning about my idol's and many other things. So i will start from here. When i was 11 years old i go to my friend's hause and she show me a rapper and she said:" Here is the rapper i have told you some time before i don't like that man and i don't like that song." I was realy in shock that she say m that so i go home to listen some song's from the rapper Eminem. I was like OMG! The song was AWSOME it was  the song Beatifule i was acctident to that song a long long time and still I am. So i was decide to find something about him, his life, his song's, everythng about him.I wasn't believe that he has over millions fans ALL OVER THE WORLD form USA to Europe and from Europe to Australia. In every single country.

Eminem's concert and his fan's

So now let's gona start telling everything about him Marshall Bruce Mathers III! Or Slim Shady ans as we know him today EMINEM -THE KING OF RAP and HIP HOP. First will i tell about his career and than his peronal life.
Marshall Bruce Mathers lll was bored on 17th octorber 1972 in Saint Joseph, Us. His mather Deborah Mathers-Briggs and his father Marshall Bruce Mathers. His dad was leave Eminem and his mother when was he 18 months old. Marshall or Eminem  is of Scottish, English, German, Swiss, Polish, and Luxembourgian ancestry. In his childhood were his mother and he moved a lot. In  the towns like  Savannah, and Kansas City and before they settled in Warren and  Michigan. Long years after that were they found a place in Detroit.

Marshall Mathers III.

When Eminem was 11 years old his uncle Runnie  introduced him to hip hop. And  he start to rap when he was 14 years old in a lot of talent show's and etc.. He was rocking the rap. But After repeating the ninth grade twice due to truancy and near-failng grades, was he dropped out of high school when he was 17 years old. But in the year 1991 he get a one more hard shock in his young life. The person which   introduced him to hip hop was did  suicide. So Eminem was going to do a tatto on his uper left arm. It's write's R.I.P Runnie. Runnie was mentioned in the song's : Stan, Cleaning out my closet and My dad's gone crazy. 
After  5 years Eminem was make his first cd its called Infinite. But that cd wasn't a hit so he made after 3 years   a new cd which its called The Slim Shady.  The album was heard Dr. Dree and he intivite Eminem in Califfornia to recorde an album together. So then its was made the album Slim Shady LP. Which was sold in 9 million specimens from around the world. From than Eminem was become famous and become a friend from Dr. Dree and Proof. Proof was the raper and he help's him in a lot of problem's which he was had. They were best friend's Eminem say's that he remeber every moment with him and he make after his dead a tatto name Proof. Proof was shot in a club in Usa. That was a big tragedy in his whole life.

On the left side is Proof

                                                                                                   

The next his albums are: * The Marshall's Mathers LP in the year 2000
                                     * The Eminem show in the year 2002
                                     * Encore in the year 2004
                                     * Relapse in the year 2009
                                     * Recovery in the year 2010


His all song's in the album Infinite : - Infinite                                                                          
                                                    - W.E.G.O ( feat Proof and dj head)            
                                                    - It's OK                                                    
                                                    - 313                                                               
                                                    - Searchin                                                        
                                                    - Jealousy Woes II   
                                                    - Backstabber( ft. Proof.)
                                                    - Tonite 
                                                     - Never 2 far
                                                     - Open Mic
                                                     - Maxine
His all song's in the album Recovery :  - Cold wind blows      
                        - On fire                       - Won't back down
                          - W.T.P.                     - Going through changes 
                          - Not afraid                  - Seduction
                         - No love                       - Space bounf
                         - Cinderella man             - 25 to life
                    - So bad                              - Almost famous
                   - Love the way you lie             - You're never over
                    - Talkin' 2 myself


       

His first CD-Intifinite

His album from 2010 Recovery

      
























And sure his movie 8 mile. The movie is about his hard life and how he get famous. The movie is amazing i love it.


So that was a little of his career i think that some peoples know about him a lot of thing's. But just about his rap's,concert's. I have ask myself do peoples know about his personal life,his family, his problem's with drugs which he was had do they know that?          

So let's start about his life when he was younger a kid and than a teen. Marshall was live with his mother a lot of years and when he was 5,6,7,8 etc.. years old his mather was give him some pil's,alcohol and drug's sure yes he was addicted from some drug's many years. So he start to hate his own mom. He wasn't popular in any school. When he was 9 years old they beat him so strong that they make him a strong  concussion and other sad and paining thing's his wish was to be a popular kid and everyone will love's him. But after years he wanna to complete his wish. And many years later in high school he meet  Kimberley Anne Scott. They feel in love and she run away from her home with her sister Dawn as teenanger  and move in in with Eminem and his mother. Eminem was married Kim on June 14, 1999 and year after that they shortly divorced. Eminen has got 3 kid's which are : Hailie Jade Mathers ( birthdate:25th december 1995),Aliana Mathers ( he adopted her from Kim's sister) and Whitney. 

Eminem with his daughter Hailie

Eminem's kid's

How sweet. But the smile don't hide his pain 

During the years was he had a lot of problem's with drug's and he become a heatlh problem. The doctor said him that if he don't stop to take drug's or  pill's he will become a hear attact and die. So he was take all power's just for stay live for his kid's. Everyone said that he is a good dad or trying to be a great father for his kid's. Not so like his dad when he leave him alone with his mom and make his live more painful and more harder. 

So Eminem you are my idol from my 11 years. And what you face in your life i have too horrible life but not so like his. Love ya!!!! YOU ARE THE BEST RAPPER FOR ME,MY IDOL AND I AM PRUD THAT YOU ARE MY IDOL!! 

The only photo from him and his dad

Eminem and his mother

His grandmother

      

Eminem's halfbrother Nathan

          PEOPLES REMEBER THIS WORD! PLEASE BE NICE    TO OTHER'S IF THEY ARE NICE TO YOU! DON'T TELL THEM SOME ABUSE. AND THANK YOU THAT YOU READ MY BLOG! EMINEM LOVE YA!

And just that one.......

and....

That are TRUE LINE'S!

Okey goodbye ^^ Eminem fan's

Od malega do zdaj

Vsi smo bili enkrat majhni in nismo vedeli zakaj je tako ali zakaj se je to zgodilo. In ko smo starejši komaj spoznamo kaj je bilo narobe in če bi bilo mogoče bi se vrnil nazaj v preteklost, da bi to popravil ampak ne moreš saj vse slabega kaj se zgodi ima tudi svoj razlog zakaj se je zgodilo. Naprimer ločitev staršev ko si majhen si navezen na enega ali oba starša.Lahko pa tudi oče pije,ali celo pretepa ne da bi se tega zavedal. in ko ti rečejo, da je šel nekam in ga dolgo ni nazaj se seveda vprašaš kam je šel in ga pogrešaš. Oče pa medtem dela ali gre v najbližnji bar. Seveda pa je to tudi vsakodnevna problematika družin v Sloveniji ali v drugih državah sveta. Ampak takrat  ti je vseeno kje je, kaj dela?...Samo ob sebi ga hočeš da bi te lahko objel. In ko odraščaš in ti družina pripoveduje kako je bilo enostavno ne moreš dojeti tega. In potem je največji problem ko mama najde  drugega fanta (tvojega očima). Seveda ga moraš ne nek način sprejeti saj ti on kupuje oblačila,hrano,plača dopust in izlete v šoli itd...Samo če se z njim prepiraš 7 let te ne vem no kako naj sprejmeš človeka ali ignoriraš ali se braniš.To kar jaz ne morem in če nič ne rečeš enkrat izbruhneš in imaš dovolj tega, da te noben ne ščiti in se moraš sam. Samo zaradi majnih napakic.In čez par let ko sta skupaj dobiš polbrata.Vem da je to problem vsakdana očim in mlajši polbrat/polsestra. Samo te lahko zelo stre in si narediš kaj hudega kot nekateri ( naprimer: se vrežeš, začneš kaditi ali celo kaj hujšega kot mamila in alkohol) Zato tudi pišem o tem. In ko si že dovolj star, da veš o čem se gre že celi čas imaš dovolj se maščuješ ampak se ne moreš nikakor.Seveda čez te dogodke nebi morala zdržati brez pomoči najboljše prijateljice,ki mi vedno svetuje in pomaga tako kot jaz njej. In ko se že to enkrat vsega navadiš prihaja nov problem ki se je zgodil letos ko poveš eno skrivnost napačni osebi in to dudi pove seveda da  padeš v  majhno paniko začneš paničarit ( zato tudi moraš gledat komu zaupat in kaj zaupat .) In če nimaš zaupanja v to osebo ji ne povej česa bol osebnega. In še hujše je ko zanika dejanje, ko ji poveš kaj se LAHKO zgodi če se to zve za hec in ne za kakršno koli grožnjo. Osebi lahko poveš prosim ne povej tega ampak če te ta oseba ne posluša  je ona na slabšem,ker je ona povedala to.In ti uniči ali še tako lep dan ali teden ali celo mesece pred koncem šole. Vsak ima pač svoje skrivnosti in mora gledat komu jih zaupa kot sem že povedala. Letos se je veliko dogajalo izveš marsikaj.Dogajanje po sveto novice itd...in celo v družini kar nisi vedel. Seveda to vsak pozna ko izve res kaj hudega kar ni vedel in si totalno v šoku in nočeš verjeti kaj si pravkar izvedel od druge osebe ne od te ki bi moral.In sedaj se je treba zresniti saj pride 1.9 prvi dan srednje šole pustiti vse zadaj kar je bilo je bilo itak osebe ne srečaš več v svojem življenju, če je nočeš in moraš preprosto obrniti list in ponovno začet uživati in delati saj seveda gre tukaj za svojo prihodnost kaj boš postal in kako si boš služil denar.

Začetek-Kdo sem?

Hey! Sem nova tukaj gori.Bloganje  me je začelo zanimat ko mi je najboljša prijateljica povedala za to.Kako vredu je pisat o čem kaj želiš itd... Toraj sem Patricia Repas,stara 14 let in prihajam iz Hoč. Živim v Družinski hiši z mamo,očimom,polbratom,dedkom in teto.Nažalost sta se moja starša ločila ko sem bila stara 4 leta. V tem blogu bom pisala o problemih in o drugih stvareh (naprimer: kaj se dogaja, problemi doma,služba...) 

Upam da vam bojo moji blogi všeč in hvala za branje =D

Veselo branje!! 

 Patricia